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[marionettesque_]

It's really hard sometimes to hold back these feelings of nothingness when I feel so downright useless in my life - what to do next? I'd sure like to know. Apparently I've reached this anti-climatic point where nothing seems to work to ease this thought in my head that I will never amount to much - but am full of so much potential? And what with

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[ohnotheinternet]

i find an intentional injection of chaos into my life helps with that feeling of emptiness. i simply cannot be sad in the face of the unusual and unexpected. do something ridiculous. make a bad decision. go out somewhere with some weird guy from the internet. that sort of thing.

when i feel overwhelmed, it's important that i don't look at it all as part of some pattern. attack one problem at a time, like in a very unrealistic ninja movie. and don't let yourself think thoughts that are too grand in scale like, "everything's awful." or "i can't do anything right." when you boil that stuff down, it doesn't actually mean anything.

oh. and chocolate milk. drink lots of chocolate milk.