its scary when you have no default place to be.
i dont belong anywhere now.

and i feel really numb all the time.
and i cant decide if that is worse than feeling the gravity of the things actually happening.

i cant decipher any emotion.

is there a word for that?

can someone please help me?

What do you curre​ntly hear right​ now ( Read more... )

I might be hormonal. But I am pretty sure that I'm not okay. I can do everything in my life without him. I can write papers, drink an obscene amount of cocktails at four oclock in the afternoon on 10th street, make collages, and even talk to him on the phone...but it's not the same. I feel incapacitated beyond all limits. I feel incomplete. Nothing ( Read more... )

I've decided to stop writing about reality right now ( Read more... )

what if you never come back.

Last night​ you felt ( Read more... )

its time to clean things up and get things organized for the future.

last night contained the same properties that a first date would.
I'm still kind of giddy.
how nauseating.

I don't like being alone or with people. I have lost the pleasure of listening to music in my room.