I'm hopelessly behind on everything but I've a good excuse-- I'm stuck firmly in the land of romantic doldrums. As of 7 o'clock tomorrow evening, I'm parting from my husband for a little over two months. And perhaps that's why I'm sleepless at 3:30 in the morning, putting this strange and melancholy little fic up
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Read it, loved it. I'm actually quite fond of this sort of running-yet-pointified style, truth be told, and you're a master at it (Larsa's secret truths come to mind). Though they say absence makes the heart grow fonder, there certainly comes a point in any distance relationship where it either forges unbreakable or shatters entirely... and to know that a distance is forever unbridgable... well. Let's stop before I talk myself to tears.
Very minor nitpick, only because I'm being totally untactful as usual:
"And that was then when you realized that she could cross oceans of sand and kill gods with her bare hands and still not let go of what hurt you."
Might that have been
"And that was then when you realized that she could cross oceans of sand and kill gods with her bare hands and still not let go of what hurt her."
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<3
Aki
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And you're not being untactful at all by pointing out my mistake! Trust me, I'm always open to criticism and that was quite a blunder. I'm fixing it even as I type. ;)
I'm actually quite fond of this sort of running-yet-pointified style, truth be told, and you're a master at it (Larsa's secret truths come to mind).
And I hope you don't mind me asking but... what do you mean by "running-yet-pointified style" of writing? As in... mostly flowing but with odd breaks in the narrative to describe out certain details? Or something else altogether?
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This is the saddest story of yours I have ever read. And one of the most beautiful ever. I might be bias because of my Vaan fetishness that seems to be the sole reason that I truly madly deeply in love with this fanfic, but still it is wonderfully presented - and because you rarely use Vaan in your writings, this is unique and something refreshing in its own way.
And funny enough, how I can actually relate myself to this - I was 21 years old as well when she abandoned me for another guy, supposedly without me knowing the truth, but the walls have ears after all. Still, it hurts to know but not knowing what to do...
Well, sorry for rambling about my personal self here. :P
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And you're completely right-- I really don't write Vaan enough! I wrote a three part story through his eyes called Of Pirates and Plottings-- if you look under the 'fic' tag of my LJ, you'll find it eventually. And of course, he shows up in multi-part fics like Every Language (where he has a pretty damn touching death scene, I think.) And I started but never finished writing a Vaan/Balthier story. So... yeah, he's someone I neglect all too often in fic.
But-- you fabulous thing, you-- happy birthday! And trust me, as a present for you, he'll be making more appearances on my LJ soon. ;)
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Don't worry to much about the appearances of Vaan, the stories that you have now are enough as my birthday presents for years and years to come :D But Vaan/Balthier, that's something interesting... *evil grin*
I look forward to it! :)
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And hee, I don't much write Vaan so-- if all goes well-- this should be a hell of a lot of fun...
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And sadly enough, I don't think Ashe ever felt nearly as much for Vaan as he did for her. She did love him, of course, but it wasn't the sort of overwhelmingly powerful love he felt for her-- it was tempered very much by her circumstances, whereas Vaan is very much the love-conquers-all type. But a pirate and a queen? You just know in the end it'd never work out. ::sigh::
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-20 is so amazingly true on several levels.
-I could so see Ashe doing this to Vaan someday.
-The latter is so adorable, and yet so painfully naive.
Excellent, heartbreaking piece, dear.
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And thank you for the thoughtful commentary, as always! ♥
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13--the second sentence says "it's enough"--did you mean "not enough"?
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And d'oh! You're perfectly right. I really should have given it one last look-over before I put the fic up. XD
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