I am indecisive.
I feel fat. I feel like working out 6 days a week for about an hour a day isn't long enough. I am not loosing weight like I once was.
I think I bruised a rib, it hurts. I didn't do it, rather it was done to me.
I hate summer classes.
I think Ryan thinks he is going to my brother's wedding, lol; he isn't.
I am bored and lonely.

Ass, damn, fuck, hell.

The plot thickens. It is past three in the morning and I am more confused than ever. I wrote a long message to Jenn, but I think she got kicked off, I don't know if she saw it. Give me a call I need some advise. I would say that it is almost a crisis.

I think I am bipolar. I such horrible mood swings it is crazy, and it is for no reason. I hate waking up and knowing it is a bad day too, there is no hope after that. Ha ha ha...so I had an amazing time last night. I was killing at Beirut, by still always managed to get these so called "table infractions". I call shenanigans! Other than that ( Read more... )

Hmmm... Maybe He's Interested!
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With the lack of color in my hair I have turned to t-shirts to express how I feel....I guess. Well, the thing is I don't like wearing solid colored clothing, it creeps me out. I like shirts with saying that are funny. For example in order to get to work on time I have to wake up at 6:30 and Tony, my boss, asked if I was a morning person...the ( Read more... )

You Are 80% Cynical


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I heart mechanics. Not Physics but car mechanics. It really isn't love because the freakin parts for my car are expensive, but I had a blasty-blast at the shop yesterday ( Read more... )

EEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I am wicked pissed off. My dad has been home all week "sick". He has allergies! Fuck allergies and go to work. I am going insane literally. I wake up in the morning go to work, come back and eat lunch, work out, shower, then make dinner, have dinner, and then spend the rest of the day in my room away from my dad, and ( Read more... )