After writing about Don like, forever ago... decided ill start number 2 lol Jamie Boi... even if he COULDNT remember my last name lol well makes sense anyway, don was the one 03/04 new years i met, jamie is the 04/05 new years boi i met... the first thing he said to me was "you're in love with him aren't you?" talking about Steve and then we just ( Read more... )

Well today is tuesday... WOW! i think im... freaking out... hehe easter weekend was the best!! i went down to canberra and stayed with my good friend Jamie, all these problems came up when he thought that i was only stayin one night... then wen mum didnt want me to see my best friend Bec... so i stayed at jamies place another night... we were ( Read more... )

Well the past week ive learned a few things... ive learnt a new level of trust and friendship with one person i care about... and that another has lied to me... well im not sure whether it has been lying or not telling the whole truth... but yeah either way... ive gained a new level of respect for steve... before it was low, now it is much higher ( Read more... )

Well after hacking on a certain person for not updating, i realised i should actually update lol ( Read more... )

Well tomoro is australians mardi gras, the one day of the year where we're all here and we are all DEFINITELY queer hehe, i cant wait, although i got abit sick yesterday... im still goin tomoro, i get too see all my friendz (well ALMOST) i get to see Jamie, Deb, Dimm, Kevin n Mike (hopefully), Garth, Stevie (hopefully) so im like YAY!!!! lol some ( Read more... )

Well i think im gradually moving reputatuins again, ive gone from loverboi to quiet boi to whore to slut... and i just stuck my hand in my wine... ive only had one tho lol... im goin thru this whole change thing, and i like it, but i dont, it has to stop, or i may do sumfin stupid... possibly lose the ones closest and dearest to my heart, i cant ( Read more... )

No... i dont have a velentines this year, the closest thing to it is the guy dying in my bed... lol i had steve down this weekend for my friends birthday (mind u we were BOTH sick at the party)... im fine now i just had allergies, as for Steve... well... im still not sure if he's gonna make it... lol na he's pretty sick, fever, muscle cramps, ( Read more... )

Well after that HORRIBLY depressing entry i wrote last... ive been thinking alot, and althought ive had millions of thoughts zooming thru my head, one thing keeps coming into it... a feeling, a feeling that this year my dreams are going to come true... id ont know why i feel that, and i cant explain why i feel it, i just feel it, some people know ( Read more... )

Last week, i was in melbourne, i was having so much fun and i was so happy... now, ive only been home 4 days and already the twisted world of my life has come straight back to me... do u ever have one of those days you wish u didnt have?? nobody knows the problems im going thru and i dont know why im writing on here when my friends read it i guess ( Read more... )

Im gonna start some writings about my friendz here at home, so im gonna start with Donnie... he knows why lol ( Read more... )