Do you ever do this too?

[marang]

Some nights, like tonight, the world around me isn't real. The order of my life begins to fall apart in my mind as I stare at something--a piece of paper, an open window, my boyfriend--and I feel like I shouldn't be here, like this is too weird, someone has tricked me into this routine. I start to notice things in alarming detail. A pen lying on

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[marang]

Huh... there is a name for that. It's such a weird feeling, sometimes it freaks me out too, but mostly I just feel incredibly restless.

[marang]

I used to think that everyone experienced this, until I described it to someone in high school and he told me it was weird.

[metalchurch]

It's cool I just travel through time.