I was thinking... Oh, dear...

[manyasone1]

I was thinking... I don't know if it is such a good idea to move to LA... Its a huge step. I was looking forward to it, but... Now I'm not... Its too far from everything I've come somewhat used to over the past nineteen years. Kinda upsetting... I don't have many friends here, but the ones I do have I care about too much. Moving to LA

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[aghostchild]

sounds reasonble. let me know if i can help with the figuring out.

[manyasone1]

Well, does moving to LA with a few strangers and a great, but pretty unreliable friend sound wise? I haven't really thought about any of that until just recently... And... Its bugging me. And, on top of that, I would miss Sac (in a strange phantom-feeling in a detatched limb sort of way). Los Angeles is close, but not close enough... Its like the distance mocks me. "Haha... As if you're going to see any of your friends... Seems possible because we're not insanely far. But we're just far enough. Mwahahaha"

If I move far away... I want it to be the kind of distance where it wouldn't mock me. Like, so insanely far that it would be pointless to mock.

Ho hum.