did the family thing today... eh i am too tired to wright... i will update later.

why am i so tired all of a suddon.. i have been napping all day long and i am still tired....... do i have a disease?

my mom is back to the way she used to be.. i hate it soo fucking much when she drinks... it isnt the fact that she is drinking it is the way she acts.. she treats me like shit. she always tries to pick fights and i want to just choke her! I FUCKING HATE IT ( Read more... )

so i pretty much suck at life.... i feel like shit for being such a careless driver... i am telling yah that thing came outa nowhere.. my car is fine but the post isnt.. i hope everything goes well... i feel so bad.

i went to the movies with bryen today and saw scary movie 4.. stupidest fucking movie ever!! bry bry got an aprentist job at one of a ( Read more... )

went to bed at 4 am last night and got up for school ( Read more... )

i want to do something more to help out the world and people at that.. i always have the suddden ideas late at night, but when it comes to the day time i dont know what i want..

so i ended up staying at my house on a friday night.. i didnt end up going out because every one was tired and so wasnt i... then this morning i got woken up by my mom telling me it is time for a make over... her friend from mary kay came over and did all of our make up.. it was fun and it was nice hanging out with my mom and sis for once.. then i ( Read more... )

i think today has been a crappy day for mostly everyone.. people have been really.. oh whats the word??? harsh? i dunnno.. it must be the way the moon is pulling or something. it has gotten everyone bent outa shape, even myself.. i mean dont get me wrong i have been feeling great and it really hasnt hit me that bad, but i can certaintly feel it.. ( Read more... )

well today is 420 and it is a beautiful day! i mean i am not much for smoking pot, but i love the holiday.. everyone getting together in harmony lol.. yeah well emily and i are going to lorettas tonight for a shin dig and then i am off to portlabd for the killing moon at the station w/ my kyla baby!! and then i dont know what the weekend has in ( Read more... )

so he never called me... i have come to that conclusion... so i decided to write him on myspace a long letter about my feelings... in my oppinion i thought that it was a very good letter.. as i was about to send it to him my connection to the internet was lost... so i had to re write it and as i was about to send it my computer turned all the ay ( Read more... )

i am never drinking again!!!! lol well not untill the 420 party that is ( Read more... )