shadows all around you, as you surface from the dark

Mar 15, 2011 10:29

Started crying two nights ago; still not sure why. Probably has to do with - the nuclear crisis in Japan, coupled with stress from a certain friend, and my own feelings.
I’m so up and down lately that it’s really not funny. Seem to be on more of an up than a down, though, which is - nice. Really, really nice.

Terribly exhausted. Felt a bit like ( Read more... )

persona 4, i am a lionheart - not, ramble ramble ramble, wut, so many tags!!, i'm not sure what i'm feeling anymore, why wasn't i sleeping, baby come back to meee, i'm such a sap holy crap, fire emblem, oh hey school exists, holo is apparently a social failure, stop talking manrii, yjtwitter, so fucking exhausted, in times of crisis, tsuna should probably get more sleep, shyness begone!, what is wrong with me

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nierly March 15 2011, 19:51:00 UTC
That's a lot of stress and stuff, so I hope you feel better soon. :C

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manriicabaeju March 17 2011, 21:27:59 UTC
Thanks. <3 <3 I'm - alright. I dunno. Nothing to worry about, at least. :'D

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3rd_robin March 15 2011, 20:10:30 UTC
Man, you sound like you have some epic adventures in the Young Justice twitter thing. That said, I hope nothing too serious is going on...I'd hate it if someone were avoiding you and making you feel bad! >:/

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manriicabaeju March 17 2011, 21:29:41 UTC
I kind of do. xD They're almost crazier than the Butter Whores. It's ridiculous, but I love them.
I... really, really hope so too. Talking with Rob so much has helped a lot; I'm not obsessing over the issue with Flash anymore. I'm okay, Ciel. :'D <3

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mapping_stars March 15 2011, 23:46:12 UTC
*hugs*

I'm sorry you're dealing with so much stress! That's never fun, and I'm even sorrier that the fandom drama-llama has bitten you too. :'( The YJ twitter group sounds crazy fun, but then I see stuff like this and think it's good that I didn't get involved. >_>''

Hope you get it all sorted soon!

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manriicabaeju March 17 2011, 21:27:07 UTC
Ahahahahah. Thanks. <3
And - they're really, really amazing people. I absolutely adore them. It's just - y'know, they're human too, and they have problems within themselves and. Yeah. I've been talking a lot with Rob lately, so all that stuff with Flash... I dunno. xD
Were you thinking about joining? owo

Thanks, really. I think I'm okay.

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mapping_stars March 19 2011, 21:41:34 UTC
I gotcha. :) Hopefully everything will all work out - if only so you both can RP together properly! x3

I was thinking about joining, way, way back when it first started up, but I've never RP'd before, and I don't know how good I would be at keeping in character, or steadily keeping up with something as demanding as an RP. (Especially a twitter one!) It does seem fun though. ^-^

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manriicabaeju March 24 2011, 21:50:09 UTC
Hahahah. Thanks. I think everything's - okay.

Ohhh! I'm sure you would've been fine, really. 8D What character were you thinking about taking up? <3
It does seem very taxing, though. I've spoken to both Rob and Kid about it.

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manriicabaeju March 17 2011, 21:25:33 UTC
I might. Spring break is soon, but thanks to my mom obsessing over grades, I doubt that will be restful. I'm doing alright, though. :'D

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manriicabaeju March 24 2011, 21:48:54 UTC
I really don't know.
So far, she hasn't. But we'll see.

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gohstar March 17 2011, 06:41:42 UTC
I saw this ages ago and am just now commenting. /fail

*hugs* I hope you can have less stress soon.

Teachers that make comments about students' social skills piss me off.

I'll be okay. I hope Koondy's doing okay. ): Like I told you on Twitter, I've been worrying about her a lot...

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manriicabaeju March 17 2011, 21:24:30 UTC
It's alright. xD
I'm - okay? Generally calm; I just dip down into my lower moods sometimes. It's always quick.

LOL it's alright! It made me laugh a lot, actually, his comment. xD I found it funny.

I... really do, too. I'm a little annoyed at her for just vanishing again without telling us. There's no way for her to feel better if she doesn't let people help - I understand not wanting to talk to people, but at the same time, not talking won't help anything. And I love her so dearly, I wish I could help, but she won't let anyone.

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