snap out of it, you're not making any sense.

Jan 04, 2011 20:11


you couldn't be more wrong darling, i never gave out these signs -
you misunderstand all meaning.

and just for once, could you let me finish a sentence?

...As much as I love my mom, I can't stand her sometimes.
ignore the damned brat behind the cut. )

curl into a ball and never move, sometimes i really hate real life, putting myself down as usual, you can all just ignore this, this is the feeling of letting go, what is wrong with me, family are people you love

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strawberrykaoru January 5 2011, 04:34:24 UTC
/huggles Oh bb. ;_; I would advise sitting down with your mother and telling her the things you've told us - although do this when her mood is less sour about your behaviour. My mom gets pissed off at me really easily if I don't do whatever she says, so I can relate. xD These days, I just try to appease her...meh.

It's true that you shouldn't take bs from anyone, but as this is still your family, a little patience goes a long way. Kind of tough when you're ticked off, but still. Hope things work out!! ;w;

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manriicabaeju January 5 2011, 04:45:10 UTC
I think I might if this keeps up. /: I'm getting really frustrated, so I just keep quiet, do things efficiently, and leave her alone.

Yeah... I know. I've calmed down now, already. But, thanks. :'D I'm sure things will be fine.

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calavasas January 5 2011, 07:25:39 UTC
Sometimes you just can't please parents, no matter how hard you try. Sometimes it's just...augh with them y'know? And then you think, "Well really honey, who is acting more like a child right now? Me who helps around the house, or you who feels like she's the victim of the world and throwing a fit? Take a moment to contemplate that while I sweep the driveway child." Yeah... I'm sorry Tsuna... *hugs*

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manriicabaeju January 5 2011, 21:42:17 UTC
It's alright. I think she's just really... antsy about going to the hospital, so she needed someone to take it out on. Everything's alright today. /: I'm fine, just.. tired. Didn't sleep well, hahah.

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manriicabaeju January 5 2011, 21:44:11 UTC
That's true. Gosh, you're so mature.
I know all of this, but it's just... it's so difficult to remember when it's the moment it's happening, you know? I get so frustrated that I just shut off and stay blank.
I'll do my best to remember, though. Thank you, darling. ;w; You're so sweet.

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manriicabaeju January 5 2011, 21:47:01 UTC
Mm, well - it's hard to describe. My mother just gets tired really easy, and I think she was nervous about the surgery and took it out on me as a result. She's not.. a purposefully cruel person, so. I dunno. Hahah.
The rest of my family is pretty neutral. I get along amazingly with my little brother, good with my little sister, good with my dogs, and usually good with my mother. My step-dad and I... seem to be patching things up, but I really dunno. We've always clashed and fought so I don't know if that'll ever change, but I appreciate the effort.

Guh, I know. All the pulling and barking sets me on edge. S'why I don't take our rottie out anymore; she can pull me off my feet if she tries.

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manriicabaeju January 5 2011, 21:47:39 UTC
I certainly hope so. I dunno, I'll try.

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