You know I have dreams of folks who have passed most every night now, must be because I am so old. When I wake up I have to remind myself that they aren't in this reality anymore. I have to remember that Death is only transformation... but I've been an orphan for years and have had time to get used it to. The beach sounds like fun, it is fking 9 degrees here...
See, there is such a difference in perception. My sister says she 'misses' him. I think to myself, "I talk to him all the time". He's just energy and he's around alot when I am quiet and receptive, or meditating/doing reiki stuff.. because that's when I can perceive it. Ya know
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I do understand, and I believe that all will fall into place exactly as it is meant to be, and that you are doing the very best you can in this moment.. and you can't expect any more than that really..
Writing a letter to your mum is a wonderful idea! When getting it down on paper we often bring up much more feeling than saying it to someone directly..
"I also thought about at the beach, if I wanted to get her down here for a visit, for loads of fresh air and peace, how would I go about it? And would she argue with me too much about it or come joyfully?"
Tell her you're missing her and that you would love for her to spend time with you in your home! and bring up some fun things that you guys would do together.. reminding her that you miss seeing her :) It's this subliminal message thing.. repeating it over and over again.. "missing her".."spend quality time together".
I don't know your mum but you mentioned arguing with you about the idea.. she sounds like a proud woman who doesn't want to be a burden to anyone... missing her and wanting to spend time with her should prove to her that she's not a burden.. but a joy to have around :)
thanks chica. You're headed for the same road with forgiving your dad one day. Not for your mom, but for you. We'll chat another day when I am up to it, if you want.
sending thoughts of you laying on the beach and it's the perfect climate and weather wise it's beautiful outside, and your talking to an awesome friend who makes you laugh all the time. :-)
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Downstream it sweetness...
ONE LOVE
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"I also thought about at the beach, if I wanted to get her down here for a visit, for loads of fresh air and peace, how would I go about it? And would she argue with me too much about it or come joyfully?"
Tell her you're missing her and that you would love for her to spend time with you in your home! and bring up some fun things that you guys would do together.. reminding her that you miss seeing her :) It's this subliminal message thing.. repeating it over and over again.. "missing her".."spend quality time together".
I don't know your mum but you mentioned arguing with you about the idea.. she sounds like a proud woman who doesn't want to be a burden to anyone... missing her and wanting to spend time with her should prove to her that she's not a burden.. but a joy to have around :)
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Im glad the beach helped lift your spirits.
xoxo
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sending thoughts of you laying on the beach and it's the perfect climate and weather wise it's beautiful outside, and your talking to an awesome friend who makes you laugh all the time. :-)
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