with one sentence u took away everything i tried so hard to forget

why do u still need to remind me?

i should thank u, but i wont, because u wouldnt understand
u gave me something i thought i had lost
that i thought...i would never get back

i just have to try and remember that
so thank u

if anyone sees my dog, can u send him home...?

oh man
its so strange having people that i havent grown up with call me manfy...
strange...but good

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fuck
so now im too expensive to work
where the fuck does that leave me?

is it possible to be fired coz legally they have to pay u more than they are willing to?

i dunno, this just sucks big time
thanks for listening guys, i think i needed that

you stand there
and watch me
and i wonder
is it me you see
or you?

fuckin stupid shit
makes me wonder if anything is actually worth it

nothing i do is right, its always gonna piss someone off
and u know what?
i cant handle that anymore
i cant

i dont want to

i was ok before
and now im not

i dont want someone to tell me what to do anymore
i dont want to be told
i just want to find it for myself
but the more i look the more lost i feel

i dont know

i dunno
i had something to write, and then i forgot

i did something i shouldnt have. and u know what? i dont regret it. i dont. it freaks me out that i dont, but i think its a good thing. maybe i can learn to let go a little. i know i shouldnt have done it, but its not the end of the world, and for once im actually ok with that

wow

and here we are again
i had a good weekend
i got my first beer hangover, and wow was that nasty. no wonder people dont drink beer. by the end of the night it actually started tasting good!
hmm
im just not meant to have what i want