The things I wish I could tell you.

[mandy12052]

Sometimes I feel like I'm lying to myself by not telling you how I feel

Comments

[jarmon]

*hugz*

And I've had a similar train of thought running through my head...

[mandy12052]

It's always nice to know that there's someone out there who can identify.

Thank you.

[jarmon]

You're welcome.

You gonna make the party on saturday?

[mandy12052]

Possibly... I work that night, so I might make it later (around 1230 or 1). Is that good?

[killbox]

*hug*, I guess the natural reaction to something like this is to think, is it Me? although im nearly certain its not, because while I do find you amazingly attractive and interesting, I have not put my heart on my sleeve over it.

anyway take this post as a compliment nothing more! and I hope to see you soon!

[mandy12052]

No, it isn't you, but rather that one far away.

You, are an amazing person. One of the most giving and intelligent people I have ever known. I appreciate you and all the things you do for me and the ways you accomidate me in all my zaniness. I hope we never lose sight of each other. You are a most loyal friend.

[enthralled323]

oh lordy, do i know that feeling... :( it's a toughy. i am slowly learning that trying to make things perfect ends up destroying them entirely. when you don't want to hurt someone you just come off as cold. sometimes i think the kindest thing to do is to be a bitch, but lord knows i was never good at that.

[mandy12052]

Yeah... the problem with this guy is that I somehow managed to dig myself in too deep without even realizing it. And now he feels things that I know I will never feel, even if I try. So I am at a crossroads. And hardly knowing him, I keep finding myself wondering why I care so much about his feelings. It is a strange position I am in.

"Ever Fallen In Love"

[anonymous]

[Written by Pete Shelley]

You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't have fallen in love with?

I can't see much of the future
Unless we find out what's to blame
What a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we
Are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't have fallen in love with?

You stir my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I'll only end up losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't have fallen in love with?

Re: "Ever Fallen In Love"

[mandy12052]

Wow. That's quite beautiful.

Who are you?