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mandy12052

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Nov 12, 2005 03:24

I'm having one of those years where I seem to be doing all the things I swore I'd never do... Like smoking, and drinking until I puke, being cheated on and being a cheater, dating someone who's still clearly hung up on someone else. It all leaves me rather introspective. Suddenly I find myself making considerable changes in my life, like getting ( Read more... )

life in general, hind sight

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ambercrombie November 12 2005, 16:12:50 UTC

It's because ABQ is bad juju. And you seem to associate with some bad juju people. But, if your phone wasn't broken in half, we could have a bitch/therapy session, ...if you wanted. Also, I'm not awake currently. I hope things get less complicated for you soon.

intravenousants November 13 2005, 01:33:47 UTC

Miss Mando, I think it's good that you're thinking about these things objectively... you can weigh how much those vows really meant/mean to you, and adjust accordingly, if need be, meditate and sort through some of your issues of the time...

Hopefully your instincts are right in pointing you toward a new job, and some serious reconstruction of your life, so that you don't need to have any regret, or do anything regrettable... so that you'll be satisfied...

I want to help you, however I can, to be happy, and I love you... know there's support, living in your home.

For Amber:
I'm not sure the town, or her friends, who for the most part, love her dearly and only want the best for her are the correct place to put the blame/explanation...
In fact, that's blatantly insulting, especially given how long you've known me.

ambercrombie November 14 2005, 03:11:07 UTC

That wasn't directed at you...

intravenousants November 14 2005, 09:36:03 UTC

Yeah, I was pointing out its harmful blanket-nature, which you seem to have just pointed out...

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7ghent November 12 2005, 18:11:21 UTC

I hear that. Every so often I tend to get get restless and just tear everything down to start over. Bitter experience tells me, though, that it's a hell of a lot easier to have to regret the things you do than the things you don't.

Change can be a wonderful thing.

mandy12052 November 14 2005, 05:52:23 UTC

Agreed. Which I guess is why I'm currently making some major changes in my life.

7ghent November 14 2005, 14:27:55 UTC

Best of luck!