Today was the Benifactors meeting in Van-Dyke and I got all prettyful and such. Um, just incase I haven't mentioned this yet, I am back into a relationship with Mike. He is a incredibly handsom, sweet, inteligent, intelectual black man. After talking to Fiddler on the roof all day yesturday about radom things like Mike and J.Lo. I love Fiddler-- he ( Read more... )

I got so sick I passed out... fuck low blood sugar!! bastard whore! Fuck you sugar problem!!!! I hate you, that's all I have to say to you.... hwignskjbailnksbisnns ohsbnkgroiugnslkfnksbo hsoghsnknbon ohonsf iobgbskjgsonbo ohsbkbsbgoabof sbsbib asbis bia sbvis is b safbas fjs s jbskj skbis ksdis kbi .....
okay, yea thats it...
Mandie

After a long talk with Brandie and I do mean long... I realised how much I appreciate certain people in my life... Brandie, Jess, Mike--These are people up here-- I owe you all sooo much... manily Brandie and Jess.

Jess, You have saved my life sooo many times in the summer months-- in the winter months-- in the anytime really. I love you for all ( Read more... )

It's sunday and I am either going to be really happy or really hurt by like 11:35 tonight... call me....
and I'll tell you then..
Good Luck, Es.... I know you'll befine :)
Mandie

goodbye to you.... goodbye to everything that I knew... you where the one I loved... the one thing that I tried to hold on to... I want what's yours.. and I want whats mine... I want you... but, I'm not giving up this time ( Read more... )

Jess,
Hey baby... I just have somethings I have to tell you befor I forget to say them... or before I don't get the chanse....
I love you... always have, always will... and I want you to know that I culd NEVER be mad at you.... I hope you understand that even when we're being completley and bruitly honest to eachother that I know we do it out of ( Read more... )

Dickfaces?? Did you guys really think that I was having a shitty day?? Nope, for the first time since Amazing I am in a good mood... there are a couple of reasons for this... I saw Peer, Tim and Daybie... :) Got hit on.. still not sure how I felt about that one... and um, yeah something else... but, lets not go there :) Life is good... love is ( Read more... )

Yeap, fuck it all... thats how I feel... if anyone wants to know... then, I dunno' leave a post or ask me later... I am just in a general mood of upset and pissed I guess... which is wierd becuase I would like to think I am usually a pretty up-going person? right? I mean I have been discribed as bubbly for godsake! so, yea... I think I am a ( Read more... )

I give up on men... boys... whatever the hell they are... they are not worth my time.. fuck it all..!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh grrr... same shit.. everytime!

Your Brain's Pattern
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