Seems to be the theme around here lately.....why do people have to be so FUCKING SKETCHY!?!?!? Don't come to me for anything....you mean shit to me....Piss me off one more time and see what the fuck happens! Its done and over with...I'm through dealing with sketchy people. You wanna play those games go somewhere else, cause I'm not dealing with ( Read more... )

Well now that drama is over...for the moment...my life has gotten a little bit back to normal...Jake was amazing yesterday, such a peach. Wanting to spend every second with me, and buying me stuff. Though he made it look like I was blowing Matty off, which I wasn't, I kept leaving Jake outside pretending that I was doing stuff on the computer, ( Read more... )

Difficult in general...but I think I may be starting to learn. I love Matty more then anything, he's my best friend and I wouldn't ever leave him. I love Jesse, he has a good heart, even though sometimes I want him to just go away. Jake...I love so much...he really is good to me and has a good heart but its hard to be in love with someone that ( Read more... )

Its over again. Things suck, as usual, but hopefully with trying I can make some things better, with a little help of others...I doubt it, but I'm gonna try and bite my tongue like I've been told and see where that gets me. Probably no where, but why not try. Trying makes you a better person right? I sure as hell hope so. I need some serious ( Read more... )

A drama filled day ends in a good night.....ugh I love it, but I hate it. My arm still hurts from Jess throwing me in the damn bush, but ya know...whatever. Alright I'm off to bed cause I'm of course exhausted after the day I had. We'll see what tomorrow has in store....I'm outtie PEACE *MUAH* :)

Can I not have at least ONE normal day?!?! I swear that 50% of this house is fucking retarded and moody. I hate it. Anyway, I just want one normal day thats all I'm asking, its not that difficult. But anyway, DEF was fun, I got to spend some time out in the sun and work on my tan :) Made me a happy girl. The Matthew and Jonathan came over for ( Read more... )

Oh I LOVE JAKE HORN!! Its amazing, how getting shit out in the open works in your best interest. Ever since our fight. We have been getting along soooo well. I love it :) He's been so good to me the last couple days, and I'm enjoying every minute of it. How great is that. I had a good day, even though I had worked 8 HOURS!! But its time for ( Read more... )

Everyday I learn how life is much like a book. Chapters must end so that others can begin. The challenge is sorting out what information must be contained within the chapter and what should be a reoccuring theme throughout the novel. Keeping up with the books characters is not always an easy task. Characters come and go. The challenge is to figure ( Read more... )

I fucking hate some people. You know I had a really good day until I had to come home to shower and get ready just in case i had to work. Some people are such bitches I can't stand it. Oh well. But Matty and I had a good day. We went to work this morning, I went and got coffee, 2 free passes to an advance screening of The Longest Mile, then to ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really hate my life...or at least the people...well certain person in it. I don't know why we just can't be civil with each other. Its so frustrating!! Why do some people have to be sooooooooo DUMB!!! Someone help me!! Or save me thats cool too. My life would be so much easier, BUT NO! It has to be difficult...go figure. ( Read more... )