i made $63 at work today in commission and tips....not including my hourly wage. i rock the hizouse! however, i was not allowed to get my check even though today was payday. this pissed me off very much b/c i neeeeeeed $$$$$ i am broke....anyone need a prostitute? i'm yours, only 100 per hour ( Read more... )

my feet hurt the worst today that they ever have in my life. i wanted to die, and at the same time this was happening, i had to pee all the way from woodland hills to westwood and there was traffic. it was seriously the closest ive ever come to peeing my pants. ouch. then i walk in on someone in the bathroom....again. that always happens to me, ( Read more... )

i am an artist. a picasso. i've created a masterpiece which many of you shall view this evening.

katie's present was the best present i could have asked for ever. well almost.

treadmill here i come!

so katie, claire and i went to sav-on yesterday to develop our pictures from summer/road trip. suprisingly we got some realllly cute ones and ive already changed most of the pictures in my room to my lvhs friends instead of 8th grade people. it was nice to change my pictures. i wasn't sad at all, i was just like ok i have no pictures of my best ( Read more... )

so i called. ring ring, left a message. forgot to leave my #. he didnt call back. but my # should be under missed calls if he figures that out. i dont know why he didnt call back. no reason not to really. maybe he will tomorrow. i hope. i so hope ( Read more... )

i had fun at claire's mom's party. her family is funny and there are so many of them. it was fun times. she has more cousins than i have family members haha. good times ( Read more... )

i'm sorry, u really dont have to pay any attention to any more of my posts b/c all i talk about is andy. oh well, this is my journal and i write it for myself. i miss him. a lot. the phone call made me feel better but solved nothing really. all in all i am glad that he called and said those things to katie, but it just sucks that when i finally ( Read more... )

so meghann talked to katie and katie said tonight was andy's going away party in san jose. it made me all sad again. i wish i was there. i wish he was going to SB w/ ryan. i wish so many things. when meghann told me about the party tears started welling up in my eyes. i mean he's probably gonna live it up and drink a lot and hook up w/ other girls ( Read more... )

i cant but think of this. im sure he wouldnt want this. but what if we had not a relationship for now but just saw each other and talked all the time. like my parents want me to look @ boulder so i'd go see it in october probably and see him then too. then over thanksgiving break i could go up there. then xmas break we'd see a lot of each other. ( Read more... )

ROAD TRIP PARLAY 2002 ( Read more... )