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[malakijr]

My life is kinda pathetic. I sit here refreshing and compulsively checking my email and all my favorite websites to see if there are any updates or replies. So I'm sitting here doing that now because I took migraine medicine and I can't sleep

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[edtheripper]

I sit here refreshing and compulsively checking my email and all my favorite websites to see if there are any updates or replies.

I'm doing the same thing right now. ;)

[malakijr]

w00t for losers!

[edtheripper]

Being a loser rocks!

[malakijr]

Speaking of rocks, let's throw some at some people!

[peskipiksi]

"You don't know what a social life is" is a longer way of saying "Get a life;" it's only said by people who don't actually have said life themselves, and only want to cover up their insecurity on this point.

In other words, ignore him. He's an idiot. Here, Gibbs will tell him. *points to icon*

[malakijr]

I love you, Dani.

[peskipiksi]

*iz luvd*

[omonk]

You're life isn't pathetic, I'm sitting here doing the same thing you are. I would bet 60% of the internet is doing the same thing as well.

[pilgrimsoul]

I agree with your above friend -- where does he get off judging you? Sounds like he's definitely the pot calling the kettle black (sorry for the tired saying)

I definitely have times when all I do is watch DVDs and surf the Net. Entire days, weeks even. Eventually I start doing other stuff, but sometimes you need that, time to cocoon. You're allowed. Try not to judge yourself, k? :)

[malakijr]

Try not to judge yourself, k?

*tries*

*fails*

*tries again*

*fails*

*tries AGAIN*

*fails*

*sighs*

*tries again*

[pilgrimsoul]

Believe me, I KNOW it's hard. I battle with it every day. Just don't beat yourself up for judging yourself, that's when you feel especially crazy. :)

[peskipiksi]

Icon Love.

[terminal83]

Don't feel bad. I do the exact same thing sometimes. It's just an unusual product of boredom.

What gets me is that you seem to place an immense importance on that person's opinion of you. Why?

Besides if i recall correctly that person who says you have no life, spends an immense amount of time on the internet, on message boards, and on watching television.

[malakijr]

It's not that I care about his opinoon, it's that he said the same things about me that I've heard from people my whole life, and I'm trying not to believe they're true, but every time I hear them I become afraid that it IS true and I...feel sad. Does that make sense? I know it's not right and I shouldn't care as much as I do, but I don't really care about someone's opinion until they start speaking my fears about myself, and then I go, "Oh no, it's true!"

[terminal83]

You're much too insecure.

You shouldn't give a shit about what people on the itnernet, people whom you may never meet, say about you. I mean, if I said "You're a gigantic bug" constantly, would you think it were true because it was an opinion? No.

[malakijr]

"You're much too insecure."

Thanks, captain. Since I didn't know that already. I said it once and I'll repeat myself, I know I shouldn't care, but I do, end of story. Not because of that person, but because I'm trying to escape from over 20 years of beling labelled as every bad thing on the planet, and as much as you're saying I shouldn't car eand I KNOW that, it's not easy to break out of that.