I recently had my attention called back to this, where I realized I hadn't updated it 18 weeks. I also noticed a fair bit of ranting about not having a job,
I felt an update was warented.

First off, I have a job.
I work part time in the stock room of Marshals. VERY part time, only about 12/13 hours a week, so wihle I'm making enough money to by Atreyu ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here... wondering...what the fuck am I doing?

I'm playing "house husband" to a woman who is engaged to another man, in someone else's house.

I am in love with her. But I am tired of being here alone. It's not my house.
I can't very well do job searching from here, since I keep giving my home number to places, so I'm constantly wondering ( Read more... )

I don't want this anymore. I'm tired of it all. I don't want to live here, I don't want to eat here, i don't want to sleep here. I want my own place that I afford with my own money from my own job filled with my own furniture and my own stuff and my own food.

I want my son to be happy and healthy and raised to have a good head on his shoulders, to ( Read more... )

I hate this.

I have no job. Adrienne has no job, she's in school. Therefore, we have no cash flow, except for the cash assistance she gets which pays her rent and bus fare. What I'm getting at is that we have no ... I have no means. Her boyfriend does. I don't. And I keep being unable to actually go out and look for work, since I'm at her house ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm gonna jump right in on this ( Read more... )