and you're off, tracking through your long and winding road that is merely a circle and you slay your next victim like a pro, the only thing you need is their spine, leave their heart on the side of the road and scamper off, like the vulcher that you are, you will be back for the rest once it rots.

oooooh, baby, i love your way

okay, wow, apparently i can't eat anymore, this is according to my body, not my weird ass head. and apparently i'm moving to LONG BEACH in one year. i think that entire sentence has been in the works every year for the last 8 years. it's 30 minutes from LA, and it's not as expensive, and sublime was from there and it's not here, and well, that's ( Read more... )

I’ve just seen myself for the first time. How did I let myself become this? How could I ever? The only thing I’m good at, I have failed at. I can’t distort it this time, I can’t turn my head a certain way and have it look better at any angle this time. I now know the answer to everything that we lock away in boxes; I know the reason now. I feel the ( Read more... )

well, I'LL TALK ABOUT THANKSGIVING, TOO! i drank an entire bottle of kalua. while my dad was not talking about some random black baby in florida who called him "bitch" and "miii" cause he could not pronounce "mike," he was asking how my boyfriend was, every time i see him i tell him i broke up with him 10 months ago, and how i am too tall, i have ( Read more... )

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the hatred is sparked from the fire, i apologize for the words i never utter, in the early morning you realize it wasn't you, but me and my eyes. the ice melting on your skin and the pointed finger uncovers me. the noises from above send shivers away from my spine and into your passionless eyes, a jolt of life for a reason to fight and the ( Read more... )

i'm really glad gnarls barkley's covered "gone daddy gone" by the violent femmes, OH WAIT, NO I'M NOT, 'cause no one seems to realize it's a shitty cover. i hate my hair, i hate my face, i hate everything. people are morons who never seem to realize they don't matter.

I NEED A NEW JOURNAL, the one jody gave me has too many weird memories, awwwwwwkward. AND A NEW BAG, A BROWN ONE, AND BLACK SKINNY PANT(S). Wouldn't it be cool if you licked someone and they tasted like vanilla icing? i had a dream that all i did/wanted to do was listen to the beach boys, and i seriously have dreams while i'm still awake, but they ( Read more... )

i have a pain directly above my right eye. and i'm a horribly frightened person, and i'm lacking human emotion and consideration. and choices, i lack those, too, i took them all away, CAUSE I SUCK. i am glad, though, that i let the wound scab over instead of stabbing it for years and years, that was smart of me, of course, he will fuck her over, ( Read more... )