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Sometimes I think I hate people more than I think I do.

I'm feeling very bitter right now. I do know some of the things that are contributing to it. But I'm very mixed up. I don't know what I want, I don't know what I would want. I don't know if I'm pressuring myself because I think it's good for me, or if I'm trying to change me. I don't know.

It's been a while since I've felt this slightly inspired. I daresay, I think it is time for a midnight run.

Do you ever think those thoughts that somehow grab you, and you're flashed back to those days that were so powerful, every detail seems preserved, and it feels so real, and present ( Read more... )

I MEAN it's just kind of funny if you're gonna judge someone for liking what some people would describe as being a horrific movie. But then you're a less kind person than said person? So by judging the person harshly, you're really only degrading yourself all the more ( Read more... )

Who else on my f-lit watches Dexter ( Read more... )

Here's to hoping the $500/month place in Edmonds is available in September, and that I get it before anyone else.

Unlikely! But if it works out, it will be my first place with no roommates, and I will be able to get a dog. =)

Finally had a confrontation with my parents. They brought it on. It was kind of horrible, because I was all emotional and my mom was trying to be my therapist, and they just CAN'T understand what I'm going through but they think because they have 30+ more years of life experience than I do, they MUST know what it's like! There was a point where my ( Read more... )

My parents are kind of being little dipshits. They do NOT understand what I am going through, nor do they try to ask. I don't really want them to ask, but when they start ridiculing me for this or that, I try to tell them that they don't GET where I am coming from. I've expressed to them that I am talking to a therapist, I am trying medications, ( Read more... )

I miss reading. =\