just something i posted on my tumblr

[magikaldragon]

Some of you may not understand what it’s like to be called fat all your life. Even in high school at a mere 107lbs I was teased and ridiculed because i was curvy due to hitting puberty earlier than the rest of the girls so they assumed i was just fat

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[perplexedchick]

Girl I know how you feel. I got mostly from it from family though. There is like a major weight issue on my mom's side of the family. They are horrible people and although I know I need to forgive to move on. I still hold that grudge. I was 16 and wore a size 12. I don't even think that is fat. I had a small waist, I just had big boobs and wide hips. Curvy like you said. I am Latin. I got a booty and thick thighs. I was still called fat. It was like, "Wow you got fat!" When ever they came to visit. Like whatever happen to; "hello and how are you." So then my eating disorder kicks in strong. I was bulimic and anorexic. My cousin came to visit a few years later with his family. He goes, "wow you look good; they were saying you were fat back home." So apparently skin and bones is acceptable on my mom's side. Weight is such a issue that I had two cousins who had the gastric bypass surgery and lap-band done. I hate them and "HATE" is a strong word. I am going on and on here. But I feel your pain girl. Till this day I

[heartswhisper]

I agree with this post completely. I weight 200 pounds right now. And it's honestly not huge for my body type. Yes, I'm chubby. Tons of people would call me fat. But my boobs are naturally size 38H. Obviously 38 isn't huge. H is gynormous, though. And it makes me look like a hippo in terms of weight sometimes. I'm working on the confidence thing, but it's really hard to build that when selective people ridicule you about it.

I'm 5'6", so I'd naturally have more weight than you. Plus I'm build pretty big since fortunately I was given the kind of body to support my H boobs. If I had a smaller frame, I wouldn't be able to support those chickas :) That being said, even if I were in prime shape at my best possible weight, I'd be lucky if I were under 150 or even 160. I'm never going to be a size 0-5. Hell, I may never be able to be healthy and maintain a size 10. I'm aiming for size 12.

[orbg]

I'm sorry that people are so rude. I hope you're able to find a combo of meds that work while letting you be the size YOU feel comfortable with (and fuck everyone else!) My family always likes to call me fat when I'm pregnant or just had the baby and talk about how skinny I used to be. Yeah, thanks, you're all fat asses too, and I weigh a lot less than any of you!
FWIW, I have seen your pic and don't think you look fat.

[luvinu90]

Which med are you on that helped you lose the weight? Whatever it is I need to take it! Keep up the good work, I think you look great :)

[magikaldragon]

I take 300mg of topamax a day for bipolar and PTSD.

[luvinu90]

next time i see my shrink im gonna ask to switch to topamax i have heard it helps with weight loss..

[raitaysil]

Thank you!

My life has been Hell because of thism life has been hell and my chance of having a high school expierence was taken away from me.

And now I'm paraniod that people are always thinking about how fat and ugly I am...not fun.