Boy-I-Like(d): The Update
Well, I finally got a response to my e-mail.
He said he was sorry for leading me on if I felt he was (I didn't; I replied saying I think I was looking for something that wasn't there), and that he just wasn't ready for a relationship with anyone right now.
It wasn't the best I could hope for, and I feel a bit like Ted Mosby right now, but at least I can understand it.
Kind of because that was very similar to the response I got from Kyle a couple years ago, but looking back, that was what helped me give up all hope and move on from him after seven years of crushing, so hey, whatever works, I guess.
Nevertheless, I think I'm rather proud of myself for how I've handled the situation. Because I actually fucking did something, and that's a step up from my history. I put myself out there further than I ever have done before.
It's something.
Um, happy fic recs? Please? Y'know, just in case it hits me later. Don't really care what fandom, just...rec?
He said he was sorry for leading me on if I felt he was (I didn't; I replied saying I think I was looking for something that wasn't there), and that he just wasn't ready for a relationship with anyone right now.
It wasn't the best I could hope for, and I feel a bit like Ted Mosby right now, but at least I can understand it.
Kind of because that was very similar to the response I got from Kyle a couple years ago, but looking back, that was what helped me give up all hope and move on from him after seven years of crushing, so hey, whatever works, I guess.
Nevertheless, I think I'm rather proud of myself for how I've handled the situation. Because I actually fucking did something, and that's a step up from my history. I put myself out there further than I ever have done before.
It's something.
Um, happy fic recs? Please? Y'know, just in case it hits me later. Don't really care what fandom, just...rec?