well i talked to sparky today. and i talked to tish and terry. to make a long story short, tish and terry are cool w/ me now cause i finally got to talk shit out w/ them. and sparky pretty much fucked shit up for mike and i. i fucking hate him. he fucking ruined the best thing that ever happened to me.

mike broke up w/ me. its a long story, im sure most of you already heard about it, and i dont have the energy to explain it right now so, sorry. here we go again. more hurt. but this time its worse because he actually cared about me. i was so sure this time it was going to be different. he was so sweet, and cute, and nice, and respectful, and ( Read more... )

ok so mike got his cathater out monday. he came over tuesday. well...yeah we were both really horny cause we hadnt done anything for 2 weeks! sooo no one was home. i had my music on, so i didnt hear my MOM come home. she got off work early! i didnt know that!!! well then my music shut off cause the cd was done. and lets just put it this way ( Read more... )

friday night i went to the venaculas concert. IT WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME!!!!! i head-banged so hard. and then charlee and i got in the mosh pit towards the end. WOOOOOO!!! that was sooo fun. and it wasnt one of those baby mosh pits, it was all like BIG guys. i got punched in the face and everything. hehe!!! i loved it! it was so fun. i got ( Read more... )

ok, so this bitch ashley hates me, and shes bobbys g/f. shes a WHORE. and bobby was one of my best friends, but since ashley is a BITCH she told him not to talk to me, and of course since bobby is a PUSSY, he listened to her. *whip-lash* (that was just a little bit of backround for you who dont know the situation). so ashley went and made ( Read more... )

im feelin pretty shity today. today is the first day since mike and i started dating that i didnt get to see him. i miss him. i talked to him on the phone for not even 5 minutes. he sounds miserable. hes really hurting. i feel like shit cause i dont know what to do. i want to help, but theres nothing i can do. and it sucks because now that ( Read more... )

well for those of you that didnt hear, mike got in a car accident. hes ok...kinda. he has a shattered tail bone, multiple breaks in his pelvis and in both hips. but hes lucky to be alive. he got t-boned from the left side. the car is totaled, theoretically he shouldve been dead. but thank god hes ok. so im sorry if any of you have been ( Read more... )

yesterday i got drunk w/ charlee and mike. and i dont just mean drunk...i mean fuckin DRUNK. i couldnt even see straight. i dont remember much, but i remember calling up juston and bitching at him. yeah, we had a full bottle of green apple flavored smirenoff vodka. we were fucked up. it was super fun stuff ( Read more... )

tonight is my last rehab class. yay! tomorrow char and mike and i are gonna make friends w/ a nice bottle of smirnoff green apple vodka. mmmmm... mike and i are doing great. i really wuv him. hes a sweetheart. hes taking me out to dinner friday night. hehe *blushes* right now he has court to find out how much his probation fees are. i ( Read more... )

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