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[madwithinsanity]

I know I promised to update with more meaningful posts in the future. It's been hard for me to find the time, need or want to post here. A lot of things have been eating away at me lately. Work is probably the number one cause of stress in my life, and I actually think I'm developing an ulcer from it. I know people constantly joke about it but

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[aikazi]

I guess we really both do have our messes to sort out. :( I'm sorry you're going through so much.

Whoever is chastising you about your weight needs a swift kick in the vagina, because you look beautiful. I don't know anything about when you were younger and thinner, but you look healthy and radiant now. That guy from your work, needs a double kick in the mangina. What as asshat comment. Not cool. >:|

Were you not able to find an apartment with that friend of yours? :( Last I had talked to you, you guys seemed to have been working something out.

I have you in my prayers -- hopefully things will pick up soon for the both of us.

[itamaesan]

Wow, I feel like such an asshat for not realizing how much you're going through right now. I haven't seen you since your birthday - it's been almost a month. And I don't think I've even had a decent conversation with you in that time period. Some friend I am, huh

[xxyour_momxx]

I've always thought you were really pretty, and even though we don't talk, I've always thought you were really nice. You always look beautiful in your dresses.

To add to that, even though you feel like you're losing your passion for cooking, all your pastries look like the sweetest, tastiest things on the planet. Even if you work under an idiot, you should know that your cooking and preparing and presenting are some of the best I've ever seen, and I get depressed knowing I'll probably never get to taste them myself.

I wish I could give you a huge hug and then move you over into Oregon with me so I could welcome you home when you got in at 1:30 in the morning.

That last bit probably sounds a little creepy, yes, but everybody just needs somebody to say welcome home. If you're ever in Oregon, I'll always have a hug and place to stay waiting for you, if you ever need it. I hope things start going better for you. You're beautiful, and completely awesome.

[aladdinsane2007]

i love you and i'm always here and ready to pick up the phone if you ever need to talk. and hopefully i will get to see you when i come home for thanksgiving in a couple of weeks

[alilquirky]

Working under incompetence can make you feel like you've lost your passion. Being in a place that doesn't foster your creativity or encourage you at all - that does the opposite in fact and wares you down - it can make you feel like all of it is kinda of pointless. I know and I remember cuz that's how I felt at MT. Like my soul was being strangled, like I was being forced to watch the thing I loved most be mangled, and worse, I was forced to be a part of the abuse. It makes you die a little