Girls I Missed - Part the ONE

[madman101]

I am not posting anything much now, as my day has been baaaad.  All I'm going to do is start off my series about females I have flouted.  Why I've done this has had many reasons.  Innocence or fear.  Girl be ugleh.  Illness.  Wiseness.  Too cool.  Worried about my impending tragic future.  Or just nothing much

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[ms_eclectic]

It has almost been there years since I smoked any weed and I can't say I miss it. The day the doctor gave me a prescription for Gabapentin and Cyclobenzaprine I haven't needed weed. Since moving back to my hometown in 2018 there's only been a couple times that I've even been offered to smoke some pot. I declined. I don't even know where I'd get any now and I don't have any friends other than my mom so there's zero chance of smoking even if I wanted to. The government could decriminalize it and I still wouldn't smoke pot simply for the fact it's not healthy. I'm trying to be healthy and I'm off cigarettes since I'm smoking a pipe and my lungs are trying to heal. Not sure how long it takes and I know my lungs will never be completely undamaged.

Anyways, the ones we passed by and maybe shouldn't have.

[madman101]

I know you are ~autistic, but forgot the other issue. Are you taking these drugs because of epilepsy? Anyway, I am impressed how you continue to live a pretty good life despite complaints.

Pot is now legal here, but I don't know of any local dispensary. I need to find someone to buy some for meh. I really want to see if it can relieve any of my health issues. MAYBE, all my pot-smoking in high school is part of the reason I now have CFS, idk. Part of it, maybe. Going down on a yeast-infected female with JRA probably had a lot to do with it.

I smoked for two periods, and am now nicotine free. My feeling is that any renewal of fag gas in the lungs takes you back to square one. Maybe not, but that is the measure I use. I really hope you switch to patches and efags, and then quit. There is no reason for you to assist others in killing yourself, things are bad enough, right?

[ms_eclectic]

No, severe nerve damage due to advanced osteoarthritis in my neck and spine. I do complain a lot in my LJ but I don't think I complain too much in person at least I hope I'm not my grandmother. I'll have to watch that habit. Thanks.

It's medically legal here and I've thought about getting some but I'd rather not go back down that road of dependency. Quitting nicotine is difficult enough as I'm trying to lessen habits not gain any. I don't know much about CFS but I'm sorry you suffer with it.

Yes, I think you're right. The patches give me such terrible nightmares like Chantix and if I sweat with the patch on my skin becomes irritated. The fact that I enjoy smoking a pipe is not a good sign as I do catch myself inhaling.

[madman101]

I am very sorry that you are carrying that load. It must be a pain in the neck. Woops. Are you able to limit the pain?!?! How is it when you are mowing??? It is OK to complain in your LJ. I keep a record of my CFS, because it is reality, and for various reasons. CFS, btw, is the worst. It can be like Alzheimers, blindness, being paralyzed, etc., all because it hits the central brain. There are many people who are getting CFS after having had COVID, so maybe funding will increase soon.

I have something going on w/ my shoulder, possibly bursitis. Can't put my arm in various positions. Pain!! Resulted from post-finasteride.

To quit smoking, chew fresh green beans, and have something new to occupy you. Don't worry about how long you have been tobacco-free. Just imagine that tobacco does not even exist. That's how I did it. When you're good and ready, of course.

Oh - from previous comment: I cannot imagine how anyone can write so much via a phone! Get a desktop! Go to Heartland.com.