i'm about to go insane. i hate how things can change in a split second. especially to ruin my day when it had gone so great. well i guess it's my fault for not realize it before.
oh... the things you find out from your so called friends. i'm done with it.
i've always been the spontaneous type... i don't see why i can't just admit that i really care. not that it's such a spontaneous thing to do... but somehow it feels that way.
i should really quit the whole "push people away to see if they come back" routine. it's getting old. fast.