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[maddiezgonemad]

i think the reason that i've been so unhappy lately is because he has been on my mind lately.

it's not the fact that we broke up. it's not the fact that he has a girlfriend that's a duplicate of me, only 3 years younger.

it's just the fact that i had everything with him. there's not a memory i don't have growing up that didn't involve him in

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[ilikem0nkeys]

How long has it been since the break up?
I remember it took me a couple of months to be able to think about him without crying. They're always extremely hard, and drain the life from your soul. I think the saying, "time heals all wounds" fits perfectly here. Even though it might seem like you'll never be happy again, you will. You just need time to adjust to the change.

Just to let you know, I think you're absolutely beautiful and awesome. No chick could ever fill your shoes, not even if she's three years younger. I hope he realizes what an amazing person he's lost.

I hope you feel better soon. Stay strong. Maybe you should go off and get someone three years younger than him :) Beat him at his own game! Guys are such pigs sometimes *sighs* Everything will be ok.

[maddiezgonemad]

haha, we broke up so long ago. it's been at least 2 years. we went out from the time i was in third grade all the way up until our senior year in high school. but i haven't had a serious boyfriend since, and that's what kills me. i had it sooooo good with him and everytime times get tough, that's all i can think about. eh, growing up.

i try not to stress over it. but it's inevitable.

thanks for your support!!! :] but i think i'd look kind of lame with a 15 year old boyfriend, haha.