My new favorite picture of me:


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Save Ferris rang in my headphone last night white running...

Your dreams are special to you
But maybe others don't care
It brings you down
When you find them disregarded

Oh, these lyrics hit home. 
Disregarded. Trampled on. 
Treated with disrespect...
Perpetuating the stereotype...

I'm gonna have to write about this fully when I have time.

Me or Cody didn't ask for Gary to stick up for us when that cunt was running her mouth at the last show er were on...but he caught wind of it and got HEATED!!! Not just because it was us but because at the behavior at someone who is supposed to be a "worker" (aka part of the wrestling business"......This is his love baby of anger......just wow. He ( Read more... )

Falling isn't the hard part, it's falling INCORRECTLY that fucking sucks. But the road to falling correctly isn't easy, it's painful. Ever flip in the air and  land completely on the top of your head? I did that twice this weekend. I also got knocked in the temple with what felt like a hammer. Turns out it was Cody's skull that knocked me in the ( Read more... )

 last night the gym was had, and I took it like the bitch it is and ran my fastest mile since I started jogging - and I did it with a stomach hang over. I'd like to thank the academy...I had 40 proof sweat. In other news our next SoCal date is July 9th. Yesss, July 9th. I also was asked to have my wrestling debut with a certain promoter here in ( Read more... )

I hate that I have had to say "no" to wrestling bookings. People are asking me to work and I'm having to say no. Why? Because I respect the business enough and I respect myself enough to want to do the business proper.  I wrote a whole private rant about this very topic. Long story short: if you're not doing good for the business then you're doing ( Read more... )

I really wish my entire body didn't hurt right now ( Read more... )

 
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whos the broad? for some reason, i find her very hot ( Read more... )

My birthday was awesome. Kim came by and brought me a gift Tuesday, Wednesday I went with my folks to a great Brazilian spot. Ben contacted Nick and they took me to Perv and got me Ketel One. Matt, Shelly, Dani, Beth, Marco, Tiff, etc went to perv, I got to glitter people. Claudia gave me a great compliment. Went to Hollywood and helped show Joe ( Read more... )