Sometimes I wonder why I feel so disconnected from everything. Bad things happen and they just seem to roll off my back and when they crash to the ground, the fragments of the original situation just seem to disappear and I go on living without so much as a sigh. I'll feel upset for a moment but then my thoughts stream back through my mind and ( Read more... )

I think there is a six month period where I at least pretend to care, then it rolls over back to indifference.

I am so mad at myself for so many reasons. Sensible actions are not being made on my part as of late. Anyway, I got another raise at work. Whenever I get an inch I want a mile. I never am happy with whatever they give me, constantly competiting with myself ( Read more... )

I hate day lights savings time.It messes up everything ( Read more... )

It's been a minute since I updated this. I don't think anyone noticed. I moved to Mt. Vernon, Park and Madison, visit me! Work is good, we have reviews next week, I asked for a raise. Everyone said I would be lonely living alone, but really I just like the silence. Even though my apartment building is full of crazies like me. I don't really miss ( Read more... )

- Better posture. Especially after I told William about this resolution and he says "Wow, now that I think about it, you do have really bad posture." Thanks Will. Also, I was telling Anna about it at One World and I sit up straight and she goes, "Oh my god, your boobs are HUGE." It hurts to stand up straight ( Read more... )

birthday was a sucess. ripping plants out of the ground,throwing money everywhere at ninos,and 'fixed gear!space mountain!fuck yeah 2008!'

Last Christmas was the worst one of my life. I have a good feeling about this one ( Read more... )

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no peace.

first entry of every month's first sentence ( Read more... )