Getting Worse

[macabre0]

The loneliness is getting worse. Sitting in a meeting with coworkers I adore and it hits me that I feel trapped in my life. Like consider walking into traffic to get free kind of trapped. Do not want.

Guess I need to call my therapist and set up an appointment.

=sigh=

Comments

[fatbottomfemme]

And this is why I want to help you find new work. K, I know you love your project, but I'm not convinced that it's enough to keep you going for several more months while you suffer through the loneliness and isolation.

[macabre0]

I hear you, sweetie. Still, I really really really want this speaking gig in May to go on my resume. It's seriously worth all this unhappiness to get it on there. Plus, I really love the project I'm working on and I'm committed to completing it, which is now looking like June. So, come summer, I'm cutting my travel strings and getting my life back together. I see it as a one year suspension of life, mostly. ;)