wierd. i kinda like it tho. its sort of odd i don't know how to handle things. i just want to be happy. and for me this time. i like making you happy too. its a crush. i haven't had one in a long time. its fun being flirty. i feel like me ...i feel like it could be something. maybe not. i love everyday and waiting to see whats going to happen ( Read more... )

need to reacquaint things are different now ( Read more... )

its going to be a good one guys.then senior year+soccer in the fall. i am so excited. :)

everything is back to normal pretty much. its even better than before. i'm happy to leave you behind and choking in the dust. you may have reuined a lot of things but you didn't reuin this.

i don't know what to say.

this is the hardest thing i've ever gone through.

nothing adds up.

its the memories that never die but they will kill me soon.

just stop lying to me and i can stop "lying to myself."

thanks

it rules out here. its 5 o'clock here so that would be about 8 or 9 on the east coast. i am in palm desert. things are going alright. tommrow san diego. thats all. post your address if you want a post card.

<3manda

i'm sorry i'm not what you wanted.

all the listings in the phonebook are are useless. the phone book is not a resource. its not in the referance section in the library. its not a tool. you don't read it like a normal book. why is it called a phone "book". its not a book. the pages are only connected by the alphabet ( Read more... )

it was beautiful. i am so proud of you for your award. this was a night to remember. thanks for talking to me. i had a great time.

thi is brendan postong on amandas Livejournal ( Read more... )