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[m_pipinich]

I just had an incredibly demoralizing lesson with Seth today. It was our first, and boy did I sound like shit. Plus he's telling me things that contradict fundamentally with the stuff Sakakeeny is teaching me. The lesson didn't even motivate me to practice more or anything. It just motivated me to sit on my ass and feel shitty. And update my

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[sparkmyheart]

i love you max! it'll be okay. we miss you.

[nycounterpoint]

aww Max! we'll talk about it when we meet.

[e_m_k]

Maybe they'll get better? The worst masterclasses are demoralizing at first, but later you can get something out of it. We had a masterclass where orchestra players listened to audition CDs we made and commented. It was painful then, but now it makes me think about what I really want out of life.