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m4moony

And More Pack to Check on

Nov 26, 2006 14:10

Day: Sunday
Date: 26 November 2000
Time: Late Afternoon, after returning from here
Location: Hogwarts

( Private to Fleur )

2000: 11-november, pack: fleur

Comments 2

elegante_fleur November 27 2006, 06:07:12 UTC

Remus,

Je suis desole. I have spent most of my time in my room. I'm not much for company late.

I don't know, mon ami. He doesn't seem like he'll ever be ready to let me come home. Even though Greyback hasn't been heard from in two months. He never writes. In nearly three months he's seen me once, and ask myself, how can he live like this? It's.. I don't know, Remus. I'm torn apart. Feel as though I'm not even living, and Bill seems.. Well I don't know. I don't hear from him.

I suppose I'll be electing the tracking device. I've no doubt Bill will be wearing one, and so then will I. Though I've half a mind to.. I often wonder if things wouldn't be easier if Bill would move to France with me.

~Fleur

m4moony November 28 2006, 20:15:04 UTC

He is scared, mon amie. He fears himself more than he fears Greyback. It is a fear I understand well, though I do not agree with this separation. I have many years in my own past that might not have had to be as lonely as I have lived them, had I not pushed everyone so far away 'for their safety'. It is not easy to realize you have the power within you to seriously injure or even kill those you love, with no control over yourself.

Though he goes about this in the wrong way, he does it because he loves you, Fleur. It would kill him if he was the reason you were brought to harm.

You are a strong, loving woman. Bill is lucky to have you.

Perhaps, with the lightened restrictions, you will be able to go away to France, the both of you, for a while? A holiday to relax?

-- RJL