I forgot how amazing music can be.

Oh, my god.
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY FREAKING LIFE? 

Facebook is my new addiction, holler.

I wish life wouldn't always go on. :(

I don't underfstand human emotions.

I found out last night that a childhood friend of mine, Same Marx, died.   Josh spent all night holding me while I cried.   Kids my age aren't supposed to be dying!

Im hanging by a fucking thread. I just dont know anymore, about anyone or anything. Part of it is just not caring. Im so apathetic. I feel numb to everything.

I feel so domesticated.

Step 1: get job. Step 2: get an apartment with josh. Step 3: go to school!

i want to fuck my mind so hard tonight. get so drunk and incredibly high.