Latin is an intensely beautiful language on so many levels.

i love it so much.

i'm in rome. i'm so excited, and pleasantly overwhelmed by new people, places, etc.

on the other hand...

i miss colleen so, so much. its just this like..aching empty feeling.

i feel like it might be a long semester.

watching you cry and not being able to reach out and comfort you has to be one of the more painful things i've experienced.

i love you more than i have words for.

i am completely in love with my life.

just wanted to put that out there...

i feel too angsty to even compose an entry about how miserable and angsty i am.

boo.

life beyond the cliff kind of blows.

agreed?

today i reached my hand into the back pocket of my jeans and felt the perfectly bent paperclip i had stuck in there yesterday.

and then i cried.

there are a thousand things i want to say, but none of them are right.

i thought i knew myself better than this.

i am the worst person ever.

i don't want any sympathy, so don't comment. i just want to record it in my journal for myself.

my life has taken what many people in my life would call an expected turn, but i honestly did not see it coming ( Read more... )

dear cool people on lj that i know from high school,

i miss you. we should hang out and catch up and hate on barrington when i get home.

dear cool people on lj that i know from wellesley,

you fucking rule. we should hang out all the time instead of doing important end of the semester assignments.

that is all.