Seconds Until Dawn: No Weapons Worth Hiding
By: M14Mouse
Summary: Vida contemplates the last month without her boys.
Disclaimer: Don’t own them at all
12_fics theme: 4. weapons
For reason, LJ is stuck on italic. So...Song lyrics is in bold.
Put away your weapons, love
They aren’t needed here
It is just me and you…
Standing here.
She wanted to slam her IPod against the wall. A little over a month ago, she loved that song. Now, she hated this corny break up song. It remembered of her of them. Her boys. How her boys are gone. One left for heavens knew where…the other left because they were fighting. How did this all started….how did this all fall apart. She wished she had the answer but she didn’t. Chip said that they don’t listen to each other.
Hehe…maybe he is right.
Just don’t let him hear that. Then again, he isn’t here. No one knew how long he will be gone or where in the hell he is. Sometimes, she caught Daggeron or Leanbow staring at the viewing globe. She wondered what they were looking for or if…Chip is…in trouble or worse.
Ooooh, your words are like blades.
They cut so deep.
I can’t stop the bleeding.
Oh, baby, I just can’t stop the bleeding
Damn it, she hated feeling like this. She hated feeling this helpless. Sometimes, she wished that Xander was here. The only they do was fight. It was over the stupidest things too. Normally, they didn’t fight like this. Every time, they would start talking to each into somehow or another, it would turn into a fight. Sometimes, she swore it was Xander’s tone that he took with her. It was like she wasn’t smart enough or something.
Bastard.
Damn, bastard.
Damn, loveable bastard.
She missed the moments where he would rub her shoulders after a long night of deejaying. He made her laugh. Both boys did in their own way. Chip made her laugh with his innocent raves about World of Warcraft and general observations about life. Sometimes, she wondered if that was a yellow ranger trait because Dustin was the same way. Xander made her laugh with how to he turned the most innocent things into dirty jokes and sexual innuendos.
Damn it, that made her miss the lovable bastard. It didn’t help that Chip’s letter had the tendency to pop up in her head.
“I want you two to listen to each other. No fighting… No screaming. No throwing stuff. No name calling…no using magic. Just talk and listen. Please…can you try that?...Please”
She took a deep breath. She didn’t think she could talk to him anymore.
Put away your weapons, love
They aren’t needed here
It is just me and you…
Standing here.
End of No Weapons Worth Hiding
Next Chapter: Silent Night
A/N: Yes, more angst...I promise it wil get a little bit more light hearted after Xander's chapter. And don't go off and try to find that song...because I wrote it. >< Anyway, read and review if you wish.