To somewhat explain the crypticness earlier, and other shit that's bothering me.

[lyzz13]

Apparently I'm getting my seasonal depression/craziness earlier and earlier every year now. Last year it was mid-November, this year, it started last week. I am really starting to wonder if it's SAD or something else. I am terrified that I might just have my mother's crazy (which would be bipolar II, for those curious). This is all, of course,

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[beloveddoll]

*hugs*

[lyzz13]

thanks hon.

[redstreets]

I'm sorry babe. I wish I could help.

[lyzz13]

Thanks darlin'. It's chemical, though, so only some really nice drugs can really help. I need those bennies to kick in.

[crymsongoddess]

I could always get you the cheap drugs... I know any number of areas in SF... I can't guaranty that they aren't MOSTLY corn starch, but there'll be SOMETHING in there that'll make you think you aren't crazy... right?

[lyzz13]

Mmmmmmm, mystery cornstarch drugs...