Oh God, why am I such a mess?

[lyssepoo]

Isn't it funny how you think that everything is getting better? That a vacation in the sun will do nothing but warm your soul? That writing is a form of expression, but what good is that if the word is nothing as it should, not half as eloquent as you once wanted, not read half as much by eyes other than yourself? What is the purpose of a rant, if

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[le_fleur_jaune]

you are an amazing writer, i am so jealous of your rants because when i write one it is a complete mess. "I reach for the hands of close friends, but who am I kidding? The people I'm reaching to are the roots of my problems."...that is/was my life. seriously, lets help each other. i am here for you dear...i cant help you with your homework but i am a great listener! :)

[lyssepoo]

Thanks Kaylee! I was going to call you, because I wrote this after I got your facebook message...but I was such a blubbering mess, and then my little sister accidentally bashed me in the face, so I was a complete and utter mess. I was so crazy that I couldn't even string words together.

Next time I'm totally calling you when I can actually speak. =)

[le_fleur_jaune]

good and even if you cant speak, im pretty good at rambling on with stupid distractions ;) hope things are a little better for you!