Comments | lynnez59: cut for general insanity

lynnez59

cut for general insanity

Apr 04, 2009 10:05

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ladyjudithanne April 4 2009, 16:11:28 UTC

its nice to have good days, don't question it just enjoy. even bad days just ride with them because the next day will be different.x

lynnez59 April 4 2009, 20:22:25 UTC

I have a hard not questioning...well anything. but your right, everyday is different

ladyjudithanne April 5 2009, 07:21:11 UTC

i suppose thats the "joy" of life, good days and bad days. enjoy and learn from each one. to question life is a waste of time as it will do what it wants. in some ways we can change things but mostly we can't so just live it as best you can. smile at yourself in the mirror each morning and say "i'm a good person" hold your head high and say "right i'm ready for the day give me what you've got because i'm ready for what ever you've got to give and I WILL COPE!.x

lule_bell April 4 2009, 16:20:28 UTC

Oooh I like this new layout.
Your icon rox my soul.

When I broke out of my depression, I woke up exactly the way you described. The sun was shining through my window, I was warm, it was 15C on November 1st (and if you know Canadian winters 0_0 that in its self is a miracle!) and I was happy. And it was a delightful feeling.

I hope you continue to wake up like this and that the sun is always shining in on you.
*hugs*

lynnez59 April 4 2009, 20:23:29 UTC

Thank you!

I'm glad you like the new lay out...I'm pretty happy with it.

goddessdster April 4 2009, 21:36:11 UTC

What I'm hoping is you get so used to waking up in the good moods that they don't freak you out anymore. I lived for years with up and down moods and chose to go unmedicated for many reasons and do not regret it, but I understand that's not what is best for everyone.

Enjoy your high, stop analyzing why it's happening. At least for a bit, okay?

lynnez59 April 4 2009, 22:01:17 UTC

I've never really been 100 percent conviced that I need medication, though I think some genuinly do. It's a fine line, I think, because we are so over medicated in many ways, but there is also genuine need. Sometimes, though, the need isn't as high as the person thinks.

And I have enjoyed my high. Went swimming, got a new pair of pants and shirt on clearance...good times.

And what's going with that icon? is that a mouse? cat?

goddessdster April 5 2009, 00:35:14 UTC

...it's a quote? From the final episode of Angel.

lynnez59 April 5 2009, 12:16:04 UTC

OH! I feel stupid now. Okay I finally placed it. It's Illyria, right? I was getting hung up on the shadowy figure behind the qoute...but maybe I'm just seeing things...

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basric April 5 2009, 02:51:50 UTC

Happy with a side of crazy works for me.

lynnez59 April 5 2009, 12:21:44 UTC

I think it works...

justanotherfic April 5 2009, 16:48:36 UTC

I'm glad you were having a good day! I hope it has lasted!

I get a little confused as well when I wake up extraordinarily happy. And I worry about what it means that I have these horrible mood swings and sometimes I spend too much time thinking about why this is a happy day and why others aren't. I've been having two happy days in a row now, and I've decided that I shouldn't think at all - just be happy and let that be it. It's working quite nicely so far. :)

lynnez59 April 5 2009, 18:01:09 UTC

I'm glad to hear that! :)
I too, have to learn to not question them, but also like you I have these mood swings that trouble me, which makes it hard not to question anything outside the norm.