现在的我，情绪很激动。想哭也就哭了出来。放心，不是那种伤心落泪，而是一种感动，一种自豪。
都长得那么大了，我看到父母为我付出的一切，我依旧很心酸。但那并不代表我不再做固执的傻事气他们，但我了解父母心。

我了解，所以我流泪。一阵子而已，一阵子的激动。我立下决心多陪他们共度天伦。
我目前的目标是，煮一餐健康美味的咚咚给妈妈！然后吗，学会驾车，考到驾照，换个角色带爸爸去兜风。
最后呢，在我毕业前，和父母去一个充满新鲜感的地方旅游！

就是这样，你们养了多年的女儿，虽然偶尔还是很敏感很任性，但她很庆幸能做你们的女儿.

飞得越高越远，越是了解家是什么。
我决定了，我不能放弃Blog。 我是个心思细腻的人，需要以写作抒情。而同时记载人生的点滴，成长的心路。但我会尽量用中文，因为只有中文能表达出真挚的情感。

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everytime i feel lost, i look at the girl and her amazing pointe, her amazing poise, her amazing flexibility。her dreams...

then i recover=) then i remember this part of myself i see in her.

and omg IＭＩＳＳSWEDEN. More specifically, i miss all of you and the times we had... ahhhhhhhh. and there's this cascade of memories which i'd be better off not ( Read more... )

 我要的不多。
首先，我要睡觉。多睡一点。最近是赶来赶去赶东赶西。暂且地歇一会儿，应该hor.我是这样告诉自己。可是自我要求太高了。我不能接受slipshod,不能接受不完美。wanting nothing but my best for everything i do.有时真的很累。

人生很短暂。一定要知道自己要什么，然后勇于追求。日本的海啸，人生的稍纵即逝。

其实这世上有很多让人看不开的事，但成长就是学会怎样淡然面对。我在教3岁的小孩法文的当儿，发现教导孩子是多么困难。父母的养育之恩真不简单，一个字：respect.我还真不知道怎样“骂”小孩。心态软，我也不秉持那种“你不做这个我就不给你那个”的做法。但那里有这样乖的孩子！

对了，我到底要什么？我有所有自己要的人与事吗？或许，只差那么一点。 ( Read more... )

 我终究是坚强的。我爱投诉，爱发牢骚，但到头来，我真的只需要说出来。我不喜欢闷在心上 ( Read more... )

 i miss being on exchange, having your life suspended in time, and being so free as to indulge your every whim and fancy ( Read more... )

 if you need a miracle, BE IT. *so says the thousands of millions of cells in great disalignments in my head*
i'm gg mad. with stress, hopes and EFFICIENCY.

 Seasonal Affective Disorder.

I have been waking up later and later and even at 11am (which is ridiculous for me since normally i wake up before my alarm and my alarm was at 9am? and i just continue lying in bed). because, there was no sun.

really it felt as dark as evening and i didn't feel like getting out of bed at all. felt even more lethargic ( Read more... )

 it's easy to forget how i've lived the last 20.5 years of my life. in sunny sg. it's really all very easy when u're surrounded by a blanket of snow, when cold feet takes on a new meaning, and hang-OUTs cease to exist ( Read more... )

indeed, travelling is selfdiscovery. how then to sum up 19 days of introspection, observation and good food? haha

let's start with stockholm. i was rushing my packing, my cakes and muffins and trying to catch the faint glimpses of aurora.
it was 1 am when we got back from our aurora sighting and i was... feeling absolutely drained from doing all the ( Read more... )

 life is a series of decisions. and at each step, i strive for the perfect one, only to realise, there's no such thing ( Read more... )