Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life.

I told myself I wouldn't regret my decision, but now I regret it more than ever.

It's probably for the best, but right now, I'm just realizing that this is the first time my heart's been broken.

Now I know what it feels like.

Is there a switch where people can just stop caring about me?

Because I'm pretty sure it's been switched.

ATTENTION ALL WHO FEEL LIKE GOING INTO CARDIAC ARREST

I'm giving up chocolate. Indefinitely. My extreme goal is until the end of Lent. That may be a little too extreme. Chocolate is my downfall. It's also my favorite thing in the whole wide world.

This is a test of my integrity. I know I can do it :)

This year, I want to be happy. I don't want to have days/weeks/stretches of time where I'm depressed. Shit happens. I need to learn to move on. One reason is because I'm making myself sick by constantly worrying.

I want to be happy, and I want to make others happy. Life is too short to live in sadness.

I just read something that said, "Eat more, have better sex." This was encouraging ( Read more... )

Rachel got into Madison :)

I love you, Nichole. Thank you for being so understanding and wonderful.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who's been there for me the past few days. It amazes me how wonderful my friends are ( Read more... )

Today=the worst day of my life

This weekend was fun. I loved being around my boy, and around Ginny, and getting to know Kaitlin better, and being around everyone, even if it was only for a little while.

I loved that for two days, I was in an atmosphere completely dedicated to theater, the one thing I know I'd be happiest doing for the rest of my life. And then, last night, I ( Read more... )