if one of my worst fears is riding an elevator alone with just another man. you can imagine that my experience five minutes ago, where the doors closed and i was trapped with five middle-aged men speaking an entire different language, shook my organs and made me laugh a whole bunch ( Read more... )

the smells of the city are making my stomach pinch and my nausea heighten. be it the stench of passing perfume, the morning cigarette of the nearest business man, the smelling fish truck parked along the block, or the traditional sewage.. but it's just all too familiar and not acceptable at this point in time ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been summer heat with cranked up Ac and heavy blankets..tv rooms filled with boys and terrible reality television ( Read more... )

chronic anxiety nightmares ( Read more... )

i like the spontaneous ones.

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i like rain with tea, not bad nights with terrible metaphors.
either way, i need to stop being a waste of life and get a job, read my library books, get some more post-prom chocolate cake and just be productive all the time.

and on a completely unrelated topic,
oh, help me god.!!

it is time for spring cleaning and with maya's return, she has succesfully turned my room upside down ( Read more... )

i'm not sure what has come over me today but i've been feeling overwhelmed with a certain type of nostalgia ( Read more... )

not pictured: dance platform- top of stanley's car.

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along with the melancholy of the end of high school classes, came celebration ( Read more... )