wow. people piss me off.

you take my hate but i'll throw it back threefold. yeah, you know what i mean.

i could really go for smoking right now.

theres a war inside of me. do i cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song. do i push it down or let it run me right into the ground. i feel like i wouldnt like me if i met me. well i cant stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound and you havent called me in weeks and honestly its bringing me down. and dont you worry theres still ( Read more... )

sooooo....
the list goes on and on.

who sent a letter today?

i did! i did!

FUCK

if you close the door
the night could last forever
keep the wine glass out
and drink a toast to never
but someday i know someone will look into my eyes and say "hello, your my very special one"

being sick sucks. the dr. said maybe E. coli, how the fuck did i get e. coli? other than that, he really has no idea what is wrong with me. hahahahahahaha dr.'s suck too.

i dont seem obvious do i?

and would you fuck me? cuz id fuck me.

i have the worst timing ever. yet again i fuck up my potential happiness. oh well it happens. you get over it, you move on.

you survive. hopefully.