I desperately miss someone that doesn't exist.

How pathetic.

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Sometimes, when I am taking a shower,
I pretend that I am scrubbing myself free of my past,
and all of the bad decisions I have made in my life.

Just pop into my head
My thoughts the better to claw your cheek

Just step in front of me
My eyes the better to snap at you

Just open your big mouth
My silence the better to crack your jaws

Just remind me of what you are
My memory the better to dig a hole beneath your feet

That's how things stand between us

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dear you,
distract me please.

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nobody can save you but
yourself
and you're worth saving.
it's a war not easily won
but if anything is worth winning then
this is it.

Where do I fit in?

When I get upset,
I tend to ask myself, "who even cares?"

No one.

Then I proceed to feel stupid for wasting however much time soaking in self-pity.