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[lsl1079]

I am so tired of being let down.  Do I expect too much from people?   I don't expect extraordinary things.  All I expect is for people to do what they say they will do, and if they can't do it for some reason, just to let me know in a nice way ahead of time.  That is how I try my best to treat others.  That isn't difficult.  If you know you are

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[ickletarakins]

Ew what happened?

I hate to say it but I think we all expect too much from people. I always have...that's why even after certain friends of mine screwed me, I kept them around and tried to keep the friendships alive for way longer than I should have. I just kept expecting that things would get better.

[lsl1079]

Yeah I think that's my problem, maybe. I keep trying to have faith in people who I shouldn't. Ewww is right. I may do a blog about it soon I am feeling some venting coming on, haha.

[angel626]

Leslie, I totally understand the emotions you're feeling & what you're going through right now. That's how I've felt, off and on, for the last two (almost) two and a half years. Its ridiculous. Especially when its someone awesome like you that's being treated this way! At the end of the day, except nothing. I hate to say it, but that's one of the only ways I've learned of dealing with this bullshit and still surviving when everything is said & done. And remember, you're at a totally different level and a hell of a lot better than most of these kinds of people could ever dream of being. Not that this makes you sleep any better at night, but you get the idea...

[lsl1079]

Awwww. Thanks. You are right about expecting nothing. That is really hard for me to accept for some reason, I want to think everyone is just like great and wonderful, haha. But you are so right.