well, tommorrow could very possibly be the end of the earth, and if it isn't, then well, I still had an awesome day today thinking it was. And well, I'm still screwed either way I guess. I mean, one way, I...of course die, and the other, I have to pay my parents for getting my car fixed. Because for some unknown reason my car decided that dying ( Read more... )

birtdays are kinda cool and kinda crappy. Hey, I'm getting a computer in the name of my birthday...but I'll spend my birthday at home and working. How lame is that, oh and I probably won't have a car. SO I CAN'T GO ANWHERE. fuck. so hey, gimme a call friday and come take me away at like 12 or 1.

He, ho, lets go ( Read more... )

okay, so I am in a great mood right now, things with erika are great, super fabulous. AND I hooked up two good friends of mine, kern and anna, I love those two, and I found out they both had crushes on each other, and I kinda initiated some stuff. So I hope it turns out to be the best for both of them. They should be going on a date soon, but I' ( Read more... )

Everyone, tell me all the feelings you've felt about me. At least all that you can remember.

wow, Today was a crazy day, Erika and I argued, cried, and what not, and we patched things up again, so things with that are cool. But the craziness is that I think my friend Barrett got kicked out of his house, I don't know though, woah, crazy fucking crazy.

After reading my own journal, I am thoroughly disappointed, I hate it to a rather large extent, to me it looks like bullshit. Just isn't that great, maybe its just cause I'd rather read someone read "FUCK OFF!!!...NOW!", than "I would love it immensely if you would ever so slightly leave my field of view for the time being", but whatever. Guess ( Read more... )

Blah, helpless relaxation of a melancholy sort. I don't like the days lately, even when they are filled with joy, and things, they are the same as if I did nothing at all. Everyday weighs a ton. At some point, they all drop, crushing me in infinite everythingness. Happy days to all and discombobulated dreams to everyone else.

Woah, I love everything right now, I have no bad feelings or thoughts for anyone, I love you all. I especially love my friends, and girlfriend, and family. Groovy people I love a bunch, and everybody is great. I love you all. Fish have feet. People from the Brady Bunch have cool hair. Get it? I'm out of it, but peace, love, freedom and pot to all ( Read more... )

calling out justin and anyone else with music (anna), I need the following:
amber and the love song by 311
and all of the scurvy bastard music I can get.
oh, and if you read this by tommorrow Erika, call me.