[Chaptered] A Broken Love Song (Prologue) 1/?
Title : A Broken Love Song (Prologue)
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989
Pairing : Sakuraiba, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG13
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Aiba Masaki used to be a great songwriter until the death of his beloved made him stop composing. Yet, the arrival of Sakurai Sho has colored his life. Sho taught him what is love and made him knew happiness again. But life...never be that easy...
First Melody...
It was winter, everything looked so white…everything looked so cold. Aiba thought it would be perfect if a color would break the paleness of the white color of the snow or the gray color of the sky. It was so plain…and boring… That’s why he hated winter although his birthday was at that period… but there was no color in the winter…
Aiba took a sip on his warm coffee and felt the warm sensation spread on his throat and his stomach. He liked coffee in the winter as much as he likes the spring season where he could find so many colors around him. He took his pen again and drew a line on a crumpled paper. He imagined a handsome face smiling at him, the light touching his eyes and changing their colors from pitch-black to light brown, as he wrote “love…” on the paper. His cell phone was vibrating slowly on the table interfering his thoughts. He took it and smiled brightly when he saw the name on the screen. He answered it without a second thought and heard a deep voice greeting him.
“Where are you…?”
“Drinking coffee while waiting for you…” Aiba answered and giggled a little, although actually he had no reason to do that. He just wanted to…
“I should know about it…” he laughed at his silly question, “I’ll be there in three minutes…”
“You can’t make it two…?” Aiba stood up and folded his paper with one hand and pushed it into his pocket.
“Yes, if you wait for me on the side of the road…” the man on the phone answered him as Aiba left some money on the table.
“I’m on my way out, Jun… I can see you from the window though…” he walked out slowly from the café although his gaze locked to a figure on the other side of the road. He couldn’t wait to meet him; he almost couldn’t stop his longing for running as fast as he could and hugging him. “I miss you…”
“I miss you too…but it’s not fair! I can’t see you…” Aiba laughed when he heard the other man whine. He opened the café’s door and felt the cold wind on his face, suddenly feeling the freeze. The road wasn’t really crowded; just some people walked around and holding their purchases in their hands.
“Now, it’s fair,” Aiba laughed and waved his hand in excitement. The man on the other side of the road waved back to him.
“It’s not fair because I love you…”
Aiba couldn’t help but smile, “I’ll make it fair again because I love you too…”
The light changed into red and Jun crossed the road, Aiba just smiled and kept his ear to his phone.
“I love you more…” Jun said as he walked closer and closer to his lover imagining his warm body against his.
Aiba laughed at his lover’s cheesy words but he answered it anyway, “I love you mos--”
Aiba’s phone dropped from his hand when he saw Jun’s body being thrown to the road side, right in front of him. He heard people screaming and a car machine roaring. Jun’s body was sprawled on the ground and didn’t move, the red blood started coloring the white color of snow. “NO!!!”
The consciousness took his body back and he looked at the plain ceiling when he opened his eyes. He felt really hard to breathe as if someone was strangling him; he choked when the air passed his esophagus to his lungs.
“Aiba-chan?? Aiba-chan!!” someone shook his body roughly and the next thing he saw was someone’s face filling his vision.
“Nino?” Aiba asked as he sat up fast, “What are you doing here?”
The other exhaled and looked really relieved, “Come to your wedding party but stuck here because you didn’t wake up…” he answered carefully, “Bad dream…?”
Aiba bit his lips before he answered, “Not really…”
“Don’t lie to me!” Nino snapped, “You dreamed about that accident again!”
Aiba felt pissed because of his friend, right after he woke up. He tossed his blanket away and got off from his bed, “It’s not like I want to keep dreaming about that, okay?”
Nino followed him, “Second lie for this morning!” he threw a piece of paper to him.
“You keep looking at that paper every night!”
Aiba caught the paper as he looked at his best friend and felt tears blurring his eyes, “I can’t forget about him Nino! You know I can’t!” he yelled in frustration. “Are you happy now?”
“No…” Nino answered slowly, “You know I will never be happy if you keep hurting yourself like this…”
“I am not!”
“You are…you keep the pain and hurt yourself, and you plan to do it for the rest of your life!” Nino pointed at him.
“Because it’s my fault…”
Nino came closer when he saw a tear falling down his friend’s cheek and brought him to a hug. A soft sobbing left the latter’s lips, Nino patting his back tenderly, “It’s not your fault…”
“It is…It is my fault…If I stopped the phone…If I walked faster…If I waited inside the café…I wouldn’t have lost him…”
“It’s useless to keep thinking about that…you won’t move on…and I don’t think Jun would want you to keep crying over him forever…Two years of pain is enough for you…don’t hurt yourself anymore, it’s not your fault…” Nino freed Aiba and erased his tear used his thumb.
“I can’t love anyone else…”
“Don’t say that…” Nino cut his words. “You haven’t tried…maybe someday you’ll able to continue this song…for him and for yourself…” Nino held Aiba’s hand that gripped on the paper.
Aiba opened his mouth to answer when he heard a knocking sound on his door, not long after that a face peeked behind the door. “Satoshi?”
“You better be ready in fifteen minutes Aiba-chan…” he said to Aiba before he looked at Nino,
“Kazu, don’t make him cry on his wedding day…I’ll be outside if you need me…” he closed the door without saying anything else.
“Nino, I’m not sure about this…”
“Me too…” Nino nodded his head, “But your parents decided it…and you agreed…” Nino sighed softly.
“I know…” Aiba felt a cold feeling inside his heart.
“You know you always have me…” Nino hugged him again and caressed his back slowly.
“Yes…I always have you and I’ll do anything to save my family…”
~*~
AN : new fic yay!! finally I wrote it~~ I thought about this plot since I wrote the bet XD I hope it looks interesting XD
and you're looking for Sho? he will appear soon~~ ^.^
shall I continue it...?
happy friday ^.^
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989
Pairing : Sakuraiba, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG13
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Aiba Masaki used to be a great songwriter until the death of his beloved made him stop composing. Yet, the arrival of Sakurai Sho has colored his life. Sho taught him what is love and made him knew happiness again. But life...never be that easy...
First Melody...
It was winter, everything looked so white…everything looked so cold. Aiba thought it would be perfect if a color would break the paleness of the white color of the snow or the gray color of the sky. It was so plain…and boring… That’s why he hated winter although his birthday was at that period… but there was no color in the winter…
Aiba took a sip on his warm coffee and felt the warm sensation spread on his throat and his stomach. He liked coffee in the winter as much as he likes the spring season where he could find so many colors around him. He took his pen again and drew a line on a crumpled paper. He imagined a handsome face smiling at him, the light touching his eyes and changing their colors from pitch-black to light brown, as he wrote “love…” on the paper. His cell phone was vibrating slowly on the table interfering his thoughts. He took it and smiled brightly when he saw the name on the screen. He answered it without a second thought and heard a deep voice greeting him.
“Where are you…?”
“Drinking coffee while waiting for you…” Aiba answered and giggled a little, although actually he had no reason to do that. He just wanted to…
“I should know about it…” he laughed at his silly question, “I’ll be there in three minutes…”
“You can’t make it two…?” Aiba stood up and folded his paper with one hand and pushed it into his pocket.
“Yes, if you wait for me on the side of the road…” the man on the phone answered him as Aiba left some money on the table.
“I’m on my way out, Jun… I can see you from the window though…” he walked out slowly from the café although his gaze locked to a figure on the other side of the road. He couldn’t wait to meet him; he almost couldn’t stop his longing for running as fast as he could and hugging him. “I miss you…”
“I miss you too…but it’s not fair! I can’t see you…” Aiba laughed when he heard the other man whine. He opened the café’s door and felt the cold wind on his face, suddenly feeling the freeze. The road wasn’t really crowded; just some people walked around and holding their purchases in their hands.
“Now, it’s fair,” Aiba laughed and waved his hand in excitement. The man on the other side of the road waved back to him.
“It’s not fair because I love you…”
Aiba couldn’t help but smile, “I’ll make it fair again because I love you too…”
The light changed into red and Jun crossed the road, Aiba just smiled and kept his ear to his phone.
“I love you more…” Jun said as he walked closer and closer to his lover imagining his warm body against his.
Aiba laughed at his lover’s cheesy words but he answered it anyway, “I love you mos--”
Aiba’s phone dropped from his hand when he saw Jun’s body being thrown to the road side, right in front of him. He heard people screaming and a car machine roaring. Jun’s body was sprawled on the ground and didn’t move, the red blood started coloring the white color of snow. “NO!!!”
The consciousness took his body back and he looked at the plain ceiling when he opened his eyes. He felt really hard to breathe as if someone was strangling him; he choked when the air passed his esophagus to his lungs.
“Aiba-chan?? Aiba-chan!!” someone shook his body roughly and the next thing he saw was someone’s face filling his vision.
“Nino?” Aiba asked as he sat up fast, “What are you doing here?”
The other exhaled and looked really relieved, “Come to your wedding party but stuck here because you didn’t wake up…” he answered carefully, “Bad dream…?”
Aiba bit his lips before he answered, “Not really…”
“Don’t lie to me!” Nino snapped, “You dreamed about that accident again!”
Aiba felt pissed because of his friend, right after he woke up. He tossed his blanket away and got off from his bed, “It’s not like I want to keep dreaming about that, okay?”
Nino followed him, “Second lie for this morning!” he threw a piece of paper to him.
“You keep looking at that paper every night!”
Aiba caught the paper as he looked at his best friend and felt tears blurring his eyes, “I can’t forget about him Nino! You know I can’t!” he yelled in frustration. “Are you happy now?”
“No…” Nino answered slowly, “You know I will never be happy if you keep hurting yourself like this…”
“I am not!”
“You are…you keep the pain and hurt yourself, and you plan to do it for the rest of your life!” Nino pointed at him.
“Because it’s my fault…”
Nino came closer when he saw a tear falling down his friend’s cheek and brought him to a hug. A soft sobbing left the latter’s lips, Nino patting his back tenderly, “It’s not your fault…”
“It is…It is my fault…If I stopped the phone…If I walked faster…If I waited inside the café…I wouldn’t have lost him…”
“It’s useless to keep thinking about that…you won’t move on…and I don’t think Jun would want you to keep crying over him forever…Two years of pain is enough for you…don’t hurt yourself anymore, it’s not your fault…” Nino freed Aiba and erased his tear used his thumb.
“I can’t love anyone else…”
“Don’t say that…” Nino cut his words. “You haven’t tried…maybe someday you’ll able to continue this song…for him and for yourself…” Nino held Aiba’s hand that gripped on the paper.
Aiba opened his mouth to answer when he heard a knocking sound on his door, not long after that a face peeked behind the door. “Satoshi?”
“You better be ready in fifteen minutes Aiba-chan…” he said to Aiba before he looked at Nino,
“Kazu, don’t make him cry on his wedding day…I’ll be outside if you need me…” he closed the door without saying anything else.
“Nino, I’m not sure about this…”
“Me too…” Nino nodded his head, “But your parents decided it…and you agreed…” Nino sighed softly.
“I know…” Aiba felt a cold feeling inside his heart.
“You know you always have me…” Nino hugged him again and caressed his back slowly.
“Yes…I always have you and I’ll do anything to save my family…”
~*~
AN : new fic yay!! finally I wrote it~~ I thought about this plot since I wrote the bet XD I hope it looks interesting XD
and you're looking for Sho? he will appear soon~~ ^.^
shall I continue it...?
happy friday ^.^