this sucks it really does i really dont know what to do i guess ill just have to see what happens and if it works out then great but if doesnt then im screwed for life like someone told me i wasted the very thing that could have made me be someone but its too late and i have no one to blame but myself

The Eskimo has fifty-two names for snow because it is important to them; there ought to be as many for love because Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up n the best proof of love is trust and Someday, after mastering the winds, the waves, the tides and gravity, we shall ( Read more... )

hmmm im supposed to post what im feelin righ know soo here it goes ( Read more... )

This is to marie and april i wrote this for them along time ago and i meant to give it to them before there moms funereal but i never got around to it ( Read more... )

damn i never ment it to be like this i guess i try to hard to make the things i dont have succed and in the back of my mind i know it wont work its just that i want it to work sooo bad that makes it fall apart idk what to say only thing is that i will always be here fo u no matter what

i dont know what it is but maybe thats what makes me wanna figure it out maybe its the feelings that for soo long were hidden from u and for sooo long forgotten about i think they have resurfaced idk what it is maybe u can tell me but then again maybe u cant or maybe its my unrelenting will to make what i almost had work for the first time and find ( Read more... )

wtf jon i cant belive u did that shit i sware u no longer one of my freinds the shit u pulled at mcdonalds tonight was bullshit u should have never even come there and started shit with me and then we get into a fight in the parking lot wtf i almost got fired bitch i sware to god next time i see u im punching u straight in ur face bitch u wanna ( Read more... )

FUCK THIS THE DRAMA NEEDS TO END IM TIRED OF IT SOOOO SICK AND TIRED OF IT AND U KNOW WHAT ELSE IM SICK AND TIRED OF ME STICKIN MY NECK OUT FOR OTHER PPL AND BEIN THE NICE GUY LIKE I ALWAYS AM AND THEN WHAT HAPPENS EVERY GODDAMN TIME I GET DICKED OVER I ALWAYS LOOK LIKE THE BAD GUY IN THE END ( Read more... )

my head hurts like a bitch everyones still sleepin well it makes sense i dont think they went to bed until like 5a.m. then this morning i had to walk from rorys to my house that didnt make anything better i felt like shit walkin back to my house ( Read more... )

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart cling to them as you would your life, for w/out them life is meaningles cause the hardest thing in life is letting go of what you thought was real and a part of kindness consists in loving people more than they deserve cause love is all we have and and we gotta learn to help eachother cause ( Read more... )