So here has been my week ( Read more... )

On Saturday night my apartment was broken into ( Read more... )

I have never felt like this before. I feel dirty and cheap and for the first time that I can remember... I feel absolutely lost. I blame myself. Oh yes...I am fully guilty for my own naiveté... I have always been an advocate for the mindset that to be passive is to be actively passive. On my own behalf though I can say that I really do try to be ( Read more... )

There are few feelings I can imagine that are worse than making someone cry and not being able to say anything to console her. A lady came into the office and had to document funds that could potentially raise her EFC for next school year. I felt so awful...I wanted to just smile and advise her to not record the gift...but, I can't legally advise ( Read more... )

VOCAL JURY IS OVER....WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! They chose the french, "Oiseaux si tous les ans" and german, "Sonntag" songs for me to sing. Everything went as planned except in the very last section of "Oiseaux, si tous les ans" I just stopped. It was so random, not for the life of me could I remember what came next. So, I stood there for like 15 ( Read more... )

Star gazing every night, mud wrestling and waking each morning to the sunrise...this weekend was definitely the best that I have had in such a long time. I heard a quote once that said to "Be with those who help your being". This weekend I was...I was with family and friends and surrounded by people who love me. I felt so incredibly safe and ( Read more... )

I want ordinary love under extraordinary terms....does that make sense to anyone? I love thoughts that come while washing my face that make me think the whole time I am brushing my teeth...make for a very pleasurable bathroom experience I would say.

These past couple of days--weeks have been really weird. I am in an interesting spot. I just want all uncertainty to be gone. Questions concerning housing for next year, this summer, some relationships, God...I just want normal...whatever the heck that is... I don't know, but I want it, dangit. I feel like I upset everyone. Maybe I am not ( Read more... )

Do you think he actually enjoys it? Can a person honestly feed off of another's pain. That is pretty dang sick. Oh, this one got written about in the real journal; a true moment worth record.

I feel like I am in high school again. Woke up...7:43. Left for class AFTER printing my homework...7:45. I am a pimp. That's right...two minutes. And people say I am girly, you should see me today ( Read more... )